THE TWO YEAR WAR!!!!

The call was made...the politics long before then rooted...the financial stability established!!!!the soldiers were well trained and disciplined..and ready!!!some of them wanted it..they embrace wars to fill the void of time...endless mindless time!!idle time maddening time...so anyhow the first soldiers got hit and died...the helicopters couldn't get them to a medic fast enough..Somewhere on the other side of the desert men were scrambled back to their living quarters where the tuned their weapons polished their boots and wrote letters!!!ranks were realized and more orders were given!!!young men were scared senseless...i saw one guys face and i knew his mind was covering as much memory as it could before it was deleted for good!!! i looked down the line and saw soldiers gearing up to kill for what they represented..what fed them..clothed them..even gave to their families in distant places..we were shuffled off the hill and rushed back to our quarters!!!I knew id be called to hit the front line because i was only 1 year and a half in!!!the captain came in and told me the plans!!then he broke down some rules of war!!!the only one i thought about was when the doors open i was to hit any race but mine...DAMN!!! These lessons were taught of why i was to refrain from to much social interaction with other races and now it was realized!! in 3d bro!!!I'm half Mexican n half white so i had brothers on both sides of this war however i ate drank and lived with my carnals so shit was about to get deep!!!i talked with my homies in sign language through our little windows and basically said shit like see ya on the front lines..n are ya scared homie???or did you talk to ur girl before shit popped or what???mindless discussion and even jokes all thru hand signs...i went back over to my cellmate slick and asked what weapons he had even though he'd shown me 30 times already!!i was nervous ..jittery...my sons face flashed...my brothers face flashed!!!i swallowed and looked down my tier at the Plexiglas booth with two way mirrors and searched for some sign??Then i heard the load speaker buzz...{all inmates report to chow hall in your pod asap without incident or you'll eat in your cells for a month..no more warnings}That broadcast might as well have said charge!!!everyone including some guards and staff knew the politics had already secured a certainty!!But sometimes shit has to play out!!!I heard the bolt release and from that point on everything was in slow motion and very unreal like!!the doors cracked and we hesitated then stepped!!! i rotated left n seen a blackface!!! i knew him so i quickly looked right...their i saw another blackface who i wasn't familiar with we emerged on each other!!!i scanned his body n saw it...he had a little bag with a rock or sumthn inside!!! i put my blade in my pocket n grabbed the belt i had in my waste line with the padlock firmly fastened to it and i wrapped it to about a foot length of belt while the padlock dangled at the end!!The guy saw my weapon and hesitated...i swung and toppled over him into 3 or 4 more guys and i was swinging wildly at this point!!! Before i could see or understand anything the guards were all over us!!!pepper spray rubber bullets..tasers and they swarmed the catwalk with real rifles..i heard the bird shot and wasn't that nervous yet!!!Then the bird shot was spent and buckshot's exited the chambers next!! i scrambled to the ground and threw my weapon fast and got in a few put downs before i was cuffed..I wants racist but at this time i had some new hate!!!we were shuffled once again like sheep kick n n screaming to our pens!!! my cellmate wasn't there..a few hours later i got a willa {kite} explaining my cellmates whereabouts..he got caught with two blades!! that's 6 years added for each blade!!!Count em 6+6+12...In war none thinks of consequences til its over...It wasn't over yet!!! this war jumped for two years!!!that means two showers a week minimal food no contact visits no yard time no nothing!!!when wars are active the guards stop bringn in drugs and the visitors cant do anything either..So what do you do???Nothing YOU wait it out!!its already been prepared for...this is the point of gangs!!army's!! soldiers!!clicks!!!what have you!!!this is the reason for mandatory workouts!!rules like no slippers on the yard ect...straight to the mattresses!!I wont bore you with two years of ins n outs of prison war but I'll leave you with the reason for the war and the blog!!the disagreement was weather or not a handball was 3 inches to the left or to the right making it either in or out depending on which homie was urs..bet you placed or team you were riding with!!!the call was made the brown side said out the blacks said in and the racial slurs rang out!!!when it was over alot of people died!!! alot of families were weakened!!!alot of bullshit for bullshit!!!do you get it???do you know this shit is going down while we eat at out with friends and sip our 24 ounce cans and smile!!!Some of us have brown pride tattoos or aztec calenders...or maybe white pride???Do we know what we represent with these tatts???do people even know what they feed???I don't have the answers but i ran up on men i had no prior problem with because of racial semi political bullshit!!!thanks for lettn me vent!!!and hopefully educate!!!