SILENCE

YA I HAVE TO FEEL A CERTAIN WAY TO TALK 4 A BLOGG!!!WRITING,TALKING WHATEVA YOU SAY!!!ITS OUR PERSPECTIVE THAT BLEEDS INTO INK AND EVOLVES INTO WORDS TYPED ON OUR PAGES!!!WITH THAT SAID I WAS THINKING ABOUT SILENCE!!!THE DIFFERENT KINDS??I REMEMBER WHEN SILENCE THREATNED MY HEALTH!! so anyway i feel like wen im sittn next to people be it my girl or my brother or my son..in between our conversing we enjoy comfortable silence and its priceless..i love to stare at my bestfriend while she drives n talks to me or just sits there quiet!!!i go to my dads house n sumtimes i lay way deep into hiz couch n enjoy the silence...its never silent there but my own silence is lovely while i listen and learn???itz one of my favorite things in the world to watch people live!!!i dont have much to say tonight however i wanted to talk about thiz thing i remembered on the movie jesse james by robert ford the coward...jesse had a repetitive eye type movent condition and the narrorator expressed thoughtz that jesses condition was almost as if the world was too much for jesse to see and take in all at once!!! i think of the statement often cuz my brothers gift for my birthday this year was a surgical removal of a tattoo on my face that symbolized convictionz!!! i didnt get the lazer i received the procedure of having it cut off of my face with a surgical knife..ever since iv'e had a flutter n twitch constantly!!! so i guess i think of that narrators wordz alot!!!ITS AS IF THE WORLD WAS TO BIG FOR HIM TO SEE AND TAKE IN!!!we know my reason my eye twitches to a 99 percent accuaracy however jesses aliement was guessed and opinions were revealed but maybe it was from a thousand different outcomes as a reasult of those times!!!its just funny to ponder what opions will be given on our conditions or aliemants to those hearing stories or reading books or watching movies of our time and us personally!!!just sum thoughts....