ARRIVAL part three

Before i tell more of this story about my life i want anyone reading this to understand that my writing isn't guidelined,i spell badly at times i end sentences wrong i fuck up phrases and sometimes my writings all over the place not to mention my puncuation is laughable i am only relieved you don't have to read this in my own handwriting...i write this way because thats what i do...this is me....iv'e read alot inside and out...i continue to read and learn..thats what im about im trying to evolve and writing runs in my family ...it's our gift some people tell me anyway...so anyway im just talking here.......i'l get back to the blog about my first days of prison but the point of all that is where i am now...im home with the a/c on listening to my ipod writing on my laptop...i just came home from work at a job i love and this is pretty much my life now....well actually it's much better then that but we'l talk about that later....i'l give ya a peek into the last three years since i left that life..iv'e been to the fray,blue october, coldwarkids,denguefever,the brazilian girlz,blondie,the music fests in hollywood,the casbah on clash night,catalina, santa barbara and cornodo island...i caught sharks all summer n cardiff and surfed and boogeyboarded the coast wide over...iv'e hike torrey pines and fished those coves at the lagoon...iv'e been to my nieces birthdayparty's every year since iv'e been home....i toasted many times at many resteraunts with many good people...iv'e eaten suishi twice and hated it both times...me n my brother have had many drunken nights....we played pool all across the valley from my dads to the colorado to the brass and even an irish pub at 2am drunk as hell....me n my bestfriend and girl have drinkin pints of guiness at the sod while mj sang...my son opened presents on our living room floor for christmas and his birthday and sometimes just cuz im home now...we had barbecues out back and even lil vinny showed...i golfed badly on a sunday with my brother but that ain't the point did you hear me i said i went golfing???all of these things are small compared to what im leaving out but thats personal...i will say this....i was at the beach ocean fishing with my son this summer and i hope everyone in their life gets to feel something comparable to the way i felt when my son caught 3 sandsharks in one day...we were side by side and my girlfriend shared the expirience...with us...he's still a kid and the weight of th world was lifted for a day and he smiled...he's not unusual he's just another kid who had his dad come home after missing his life due to choices i'd made....theres millions of kids who live that everyday...but on that day we were just fishing and smiling alot.....